Thy Neccessary Evil

They made me do it.

2009-10-22T22:00:00.000-07:00

Shawn is cool.
Sean is cool.
Jerald is cool.

Pissed

2009-09-07T03:16:00.000-07:00

Everything was already fine, then she has to come and create the problem.

Now i have to change table and find 4 more people.

WTF!!!

Why can't people just stick to their original decisions.

I no longer feel like going.

I now hate "that cartoon"(her) so much!!!

FUCK!!!

Disgusting!!!

2009-09-04T03:51:00.000-07:00

If you get quesy easily than don't view this post it's very very disgusting...

Popping the largest zit or whatever it is called!!!

I feel impending doom...

2009-08-31T23:44:00.000-07:00

It's Biology and Math P1 prelims tomorrow.

Yet i'm blogging and watching tv.

Just what the hell am i doing?

Going to have a haircut later...

Thinking of getting a new haircut.

Shall see what my hair-dresser say.

She literally is the Best Of Asia.

A beauty and a great dancer, not forgeting great singer.

Do not weep.

2009-08-26T01:40:00.000-07:00

Do not stand at my grave and weep,
I am not there, I do not sleep.

I am a thousand winds that blow.
I am the diamond glint on snow.
I am the sunlight on ripened grain.
I am the gentle autumn rain.

When you wake in the morning hush,
I am the swift, uplifting rush
Of quiet birds in circling flight.
I am the soft starlight at night.

Do not stand at my grave and weep.
I am not there, I do not sleep.
Do not stand at my grave and cry.
I am not there, I did not die!

- Mary Fyre

I'm sure grandma will want this too, I'm sure she wants us to be happy...

Obituary

2009-08-20T18:38:00.000-07:00

In Ever Loving Memory…

Mdm. Pek Pang Huey

Age 79

was called home by the lord on 20 August 2009.

Dearly missed and fondly remembered by loved ones.

......

Rest In Peace, Grandma...

I will always remember your motherly love for me,

and the time you took care of me.

I will always cherish your loving memory deep in my heart.

I truly, truly regret not visiting you often enough recently,

now that i want to see you, i can no longer do so...

I truly regret...

But what's done is done, all i can hope for is that you will watch over the whole family,

and keep us from harms way.

I am now also happy for you as,

now you are free from pain, suffering and illnesses.

Grandma, I MISS YOU A LOT...

WE MISS YOU A LOT...

......

"Death is nothing at all,

I have only slipped into the next room.

Whatever we were to each, that we are still.

Call me by my old familiar name.

Speak to me in the easy way you always used.

Laugh as we always laughed,

at the little jokes we enjoyed together.

Play, smile, think of me. Pray for me.

Let my name be the household word it always was.

Let it be spoken without effort.

Life means all that it ever meant.

It is the same as it ever was;

there is absolutely unbroken continuity.

Why should i be out of your mind,

because i am out of your sight?

I am but waiting for you, for an interval,

somewhere very near just around the corner...

All is well. Nothing is past, nothing is lost.

One brief moment and all will be as it was before,

only better, infinitely happier,

and forever we will be one together."

- Henry Scott Holland

Pot calling the kettle black!

2009-08-18T04:57:00.000-07:00

Before i get on to my actual post i need to rant about a person who is so ridiculous that

i have no idea if i should be angry at her or pity her.

In the morning she and muina had the following conversation:

Rytha: Can Jerald don't come for the investiture?

Muina: Can, Jerald can don't come. But Miss Lim will ask him to come one.

Rytha: I don't want him to come leh, I scared he will over write my instructions.

Then Mr. Razali overheard the conversation and called for me.

Then to summarize up what Mr Razali say "I should not be helping out".

Firstly, if you are not so arrogant and listen to yourself for once in your life,

you will find out that you are very bossy and bitchy.

Secondly, if your instruction are not wrong and or are not for a wrong purpose,

I will not waste my saliva to even say anything.

Thirdly, if you will just listen to what others are trying to tell you,

they will not come and complain to me and I will not need to "pick on you".

Fourth, if you will just respect your seniors and respect the traditions set by them,

I will not need scold, "lecture" you.

Lastly, if you will just be a little less bitchy and more likable,

you will not be ignored and "friend-less".

By the way, if you still have not realised, many of your so called "friends",

are just putting on a facade and pretending to your friend to make use of you.

Okay with that I'm done, now with my actual post.

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Took some photos with Nooraini, Sarah and Mrs. Joseph during F&N.

And now for the photo of the self-proclaimed "World's Best Teacher"

Mrs Joseph treated the students who finished the coursework to a tuna pie.

It's just oh so heavenly, or maybe because I'm just hungry.

hahahaha....

Math class got banded, BORING and TROUBLESOME!!!

I HATE math banding!!! It's useless and pointless!!!

Off to watching television!!!

It's Monday...

2009-08-17T03:14:00.000-07:00

MondayBluesMondayBluesMondayBlues

MondayBluesMondayBluesMondayBlues

MondayBluesMondayBluesMondayBlues

MondayBluesMondayBluesMondayBlues

MondayBluesMondayBluesMondayBlues

Mr Ho not in school... AGAIN...

At the most important period he has to be called for CCA.

Seriously what is NCC headquarters thinking!!!

Anyway all the best to JunHan.

I hope he is able to get over that huge and sub-zero temperature avalanche.

Best wishes to JunHan, I hope he gets what he wants!

"It hurts to love someone and not be loved in return, but what is the most painful is to love someone and never find the courage to let the person know how you feel."

The never ending climb.

2009-08-16T14:05:00.000-07:00

Oh My God, I can't believe i made it.

I just finished hiking Bukit Timah Hill.

And mind you, it may be a hill but it is still a freaking tiring hike!

Let me just show you a picture of what i went through.

This is just a small part of the treacherous stairs at the dairy farm loop.

The stairs practically leads from the foot of the hill to the "almost" submit of the hill.

Imagine having to climb constant steps like this for like almost 20 minutes.

Only one word can describe this: KILLER!!!

But the positive side of this is that at the end,

i had delicious authentic Korean cuisine for lunch. :D

I'll be back there next sunday to hike that stair again!!!

Oh and just to share with you all, Cascada released a new album recently!

She sort of sounds like Lady GaGa + Britney Spears dosn't she?

Or is it just me?

Anyway i'm literally infected by the sound!!!

Loves!!!

Somebody open up some happiness for me!

2009-08-15T01:39:00.000-07:00

Mundane, Boredom, STRESS

These are the exact words that can describe my recent life.

2 more weeks to prelims...

The stress is building up.

But I just got to suck it up, life is just like that.

If Coka-Cola can really give someone happiness,

I would be drinking it every minute and every second.

But it only causes people to turn FAT.

So no coke for me!

I'll just have to live with the three words for now,

and hope that i'll have tons and tons of sun and fun after the "O's" !

:D :D :D

Jerald remember your aim:

1) L.I.F.E. 7

2) Relief teaching at Peicai next year

3) SP's Diploma in Tourism and Resort Management

There seems so many things that lies before us.

There's just so many things we want to do.

Lets just stop and pause, and just to know the cause.

We should do something special, me and you.

Caring for one another, family and friends.

As we were walking together hand in hand.

The wrong way?

2009-08-11T02:49:00.000-07:00

Recently many thoughts have hit me.

Many many questions.

Very little time.

So many things are just piling up for me to do.

But procrastination puts a halt in my tracks.

What am I to do?

I can't just change, it takes time.

Many will then tell me "with determination everything is possible".

I agree that nothing is impossible, but time is of the essence.

Time, the only item I don't have, but require very much now.

JERALD YOU CAN DO IT!!! ALL THE BEST AND GOOD LUCK!!!

Back to doing F&N Coursework A, IT JUST NEVER ENDS!

Did I make the right decision?

Would I be better off in another elective subject?

But its my last year, I just got to persevere and go all the way.

I WANT TO BUY MORE SHIRTS FROM MY FAVORITE BLOGSHOP!!!

NEED MORE MONEY!!!

Oh yeah! i watched G.I. JOE last saturday.

Its the best show since Transformers.

I want to watch UP 3D, Gamer and Final Destination 3D!

If only life was like that...

Sex!

2009-08-06T03:30:00.000-07:00

Chu Kang ( PCK ) explaining sex to Chu Beng's son -Aloysius .........

Aloy : Why is making love so enjoyable ?
PCK : Aiyah, ah boy, enjolable becaws, same like when you dig your nose with your finger mah !

Aloy : Do you think women enjoy sex more than men ?
PCK : Of course woman lah ! When you dig dig your nose, your nose feel better than your finger, right ?

Aloy : Why do women hate it when they get raped ?
PCK : Ai-yah ! Say, you walk along the load, den someone come over and dig your nose, you like or not ? Ehhh ? Don't pray pray ah !

Aloy : Why is it a woman cannot have sex when she is having her menses?
PCK : Oy !! If your nose bleeding, you still go and dig meh?? Siow ah ! Use your blain, use your blainnn ...........

Aloy : Why is it most men don't like wearing condoms when they are making love ?
PCK : Ehhhh, when you dig your nose ah, you like to dig with a glove on your finger or not ? Not the same shiok feeling mah. Corlight or not?

Aloy : Why is making love carried out in private ?
PCK : Ah boyyyyy, use your blain, use your blainnnnn .............................. you go and dig your nose in flont of your whole class izit ?? Stupid lah!!

Aloy : Wah ...... Uncle Chu Kang, you are very good.
PCK : Aiyah ....... ,' Best in Singapore, JB, some say Batam, and now, the whole world!' also ah!!!

I hate that motherless, fatherless idiot!!!

2009-08-03T22:53:00.000-07:00

He started it, all of it today.

Ticked me off in the AVA room when I absolutely did nothing to him.

Didn't even talk to him.

He seriously chose the wrong person to accuse today.

Went back to class kicked his table,

kicked his chair and threw his F&N and Math book on the floor.

Then he decided to play the cold shoulder game with me.

That motherfucker has absolutely no idea who he is playing with.

2 can play that game.

It will still end up the way it has ended before.

He will just come crawling to me to apologize.

HE IS SO DEAD FOR THE REST OF THE YEAR (or until i can forgive him),

I'LL SABOTAGE HIM ANYWAY I CAN.

I'LL CAUSE HIM MISERY ANYWAY I CAN.

HE IS SO DEAD...

Motherfucker Elroy Lee Wen Jie you are so fucking dead!!!

^(*&%^@(^$(@&$@^

Be my friend or foe you choose,

make the wrong decision and lose.

A mistake you have made,

dire consequence you will pay.

PS. For those who are thinking i started it all, you are WRONG!

He started by accusing me first!

Call me Mr. Petty if you wish!!!

I don't FUCKING CARE!!!

The Singapore Pledge Moment

2009-08-01T06:15:00.000-07:00

Will you join us? Will you join me?

Join what you might ask?

Well, next sunday the 9th of August our nation is celebrating its 44th birthday.

And all Singaporeans are invited to join the rest of the nation and I in our first time ever,

!!!PLEDGE MOMENT 2009!!!

At exactly 8.22pm the civil defence will sound the public chime,

and all Singaporeans are invited join me and many others to recite the national pledge together.

Remember,

wherever you are, whatever you are doing,

join me in the nation's 1st Pledge moment.

REMEMBER, 8.22PM, THE NATION'S FIRST PLEDGE MOMENT.

HOPE YOU WILL JOIN US!!!

PS: Do help to spread the word about the nation's first pledge moment!

It's building up inside

2009-07-31T04:43:00.000-07:00

Shawn told me this:

A boy went up to his dad, and asked "is god a male or female?"

His dad replied "he's both."

The boy asked again "is god black or white?"

His dad replied "he's both."

The boy asked yet again "is god michael jackson?"

LOL...

Completed Coursework B, now i need to edit Coursework A,

after that back to editing Coursework B again!

It just never ends!!

20 days left...

The pressure is building up inside me.

I wonder when it will breach my threshold.

Will i go insane? Will i go mad?

Will i be able to handle it?

So many questions, so little time.

Will I make it, or will I not?

Feel like getting a hair cut tomorrow...

Confused.

2009-07-29T06:09:00.000-07:00

Sometimes I really wonder who are my true friends.

Oh well, at least I know some are true to me.

I guess i'll just have to live with the fact that humans are manipulative by nature.

And I am not saying I am not.

In fact I am extremely manipulative by nature.

Recently I realized many people like to ask rhetorical questions.

Over usage of rhetoric's are just plain irritating.

Anyway, Math Mock Paper 2 was surprisingly manageable!

I wonder why?

Way Around The Problem 2!

2009-07-28T05:27:00.000-07:00

Alright, many of you have asked for the Firefox version.

So here it is:

For Firefox

Tools -> Options
Click on "Advanced" tab
Click on "Network" page tab
From the "Connection" frame, click on "Settings" button
Select "Manual proxy configuration" option
Under HTTP proxy, input "proxy.singnet.com.sg" and "8080" for port

Refresh, and there you have it.

A normal Blogger.com!

Unfortunately, this methods only works for Singnet users.

..............

By the way, I just had my Math Mock Exam.

And I only have this to say,

FUCK NAN HUA HIGH SCHOOL'S

MATH MOCK EXAM PAPER 2008

IT'S A KILLER, AND IT TOTALLY BROKE MY CONFIDENCE FOR MATH!!!

Damn my school's math department,

can't your just make your own mock paper?

LAZY PIECE OF SHIT!!!

And they say the mock exam is used to boost our confidence.

!!!WHAT A LOAD OF BULL SHIT!!!

Movies.

2009-07-27T05:52:00.000-07:00

A number of interesting movies are coming up!

Here are the trailers of the 2 movies i want to watch very much.

1) G.I. Joe: The Rise Of Cobra

2) Final Destination 4

Speaking of waiting,

26 more days till PRELIMINARY EXAMINATIONS!

96 more days till my first "O" Level Written Paper!

STRESS STRESS STRESS

But, too bad,

When life gives you lemons, you just have to suck them.

Way Around The Problem!

2009-07-25T07:22:00.001-07:00

Ok people i know alot of you has been facing the following problem:

...

A crappy posting page!

...

This problem (from what i know) is caused by Singnet,

and only Singnet users face this problem.

...

HOWEVER!

...

I found a way around this problem!

Just follow the following steps and everything will be fine:

Click on the "Tools" tab, and click on the "Internet Options" tab.

Then click on the "Connections" page tab.

Followed by clicking on the "LAN Settings" button.

Search for the "Use a proxy server for your LAN..." checkbox and check it.

Then click on the "Advance" button.

Under the "HTTP ", input "proxy.singnet.com.sg" and "8080" for the "Port".

Then refresh, and presto its done.

...

**On a side note, this only works for IE and Firefox**

...

Hope this was useful for everyone!!!

Why Do I Care?

2009-07-21T05:54:00.000-07:00

Why do i bother? Its his problem after all.

Life is such a bitch and chore!!!

Miscommunication

2009-07-20T04:54:00.001-07:00

Technology has made man such bad communicators!

Photography Outing Photos!

2009-07-18T23:01:00.000-07:00

Jerald's Photography by: Wan LiRong, Ho QianCi & Jerald Lim

Edited By: Jerald Lim

More to come on tuesday!

Love going out with QianCi & LiRong!!!

Photography Outing!

2009-07-18T08:33:00.000-07:00

Went out with LiRong & QianCi today for a photo shoot.

We went to the Marina Barrage for the shoot.

Had a great time today.

I will get my photos on Tuesday, cant wait to post them!

Meanwhile I just have to wait.

QianCi told me this:

" I study everyday, if not cannot catch up, three months left only! "

And I have not even started.

Have you?

Life can really be such a bitch at times!

Racial Harmony Day

2009-07-18T00:30:00.000-07:00

Had a great time in school today.

Good food, Good friends.

What more could I ask for?

Helping Pearlynn to get ready for the fashion show competition.

Nooraini & I

Pearlynn & I

Class Photos!

After the celebrations, I went to Eugene's Birthday Celebration.

There were ups and downs, but it was overall quite fun.

And you know what, today really make me realise how true this statement is.

" The richer you are, the stingier you get. "

I had to chase after this person for THREE DAYS just for $2, for the class fund.

Anyway, due to the Birthday Celebration I was home late.

I broke my 11 o'clock curfew and was given the cold shoulders treatment.

How irritating.

Creeping Closer

2009-07-16T03:30:00.000-07:00

Iife has been hectic since the term started.

The moment of truth is creeping closer and closer.

But there is nothing I can do about it, but wait.

Am I prepared for the truth?

Or am I just going to wait?

Tomorrow is Racial Harmony Day!

There is a celebration in my school, in fact one whole day of celebration.

I'm going to take lots and lots of photos!

It's going to be fun!

Speech Day '09!

2009-07-15T04:21:00.000-07:00

Speech Day 2009!

Just got the photos from Wilfred Chua.

And I seriously need to make a effort to go and get my thumbdrive from Mrs. Pang.

After it freaking rained in the morning today, I was soaked waist down.

Therefore,

I was not wearing my shoes and socks in class, they were drenched.

Fun!!!

Pm: Wilfred you seriously need to visit the doctor and get menstrual pills,

You are having PMS everyday!

Oh and I almost forgot,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY EUGENE!!!

Post-its!

2009-07-14T06:35:00.000-07:00

Ok. The following two videos are just so cool.

Watch, and you will know what i mean.

Post-its are SO COOL!

Refusing to let go

2009-07-14T04:38:00.000-07:00

I'm holding on to the past, refusing to let go.
Wish time could just come to a stand still.
But ever so painfully, the truth is surreal.
I know halting time will never come true.
Now I know, I have to let go, to accept the truth.
And come to my senses true.
Procrastinating, my forte I know.
Will ruin my chances for real.
I have to, change this negative view.
And come to my senses true.

Are they for real?

2009-07-13T06:30:00.000-07:00

Are you true? Are you real?

HortPark to Mt. Faber

2009-07-12T00:23:00.000-07:00

Had a wonderful time at HortPark today!

All I see is GREEN, GREEN and more GREEN!

Happy!

Took some pictures with my PIXON.

We walked all the way from HortPark to Mt. Faber.

It was one hell of a walk.

But it was fun.

I want to watch:

Harry Porter and the Half-blood Prince,

G.I. Joe,

and Gamer!!!!